It was melting winter of 2017 – with the first rivulets of fresh air in the mornings
I was suffering from extreme lack of energy. Just a full pack: severe insomnia, inability to walk more than 10 minutes, talk to people, watch movies and read books. It was very challenging to consume any information.
I was spending 99% of my time at home, fully isolated, alone. I was disabled.
I firmly decided to participate in World Wide Transmission by N.Norbu. Those days it was taking place three times a year on-line.
The day of transmission became.
I barely could wake up in the early morning, turn on a laptop and open the web-cast.
I barely could recite the text with Rinpoche.
I barely could do visualizations – but I did my utmost.
Right after transmission I fell into a hard, uneasy sleep – I was too exhausted to do anything else.
Very soon after I had a dream.
I was sitting in a prison among the others. Key loudly turned in a lock, the door was opened. I was released. I became free.
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After that there was change after change. Liberation on one level and then – on other one. Again and again.
I recovered from my illnesses.
I left so much behind. I was liberated.
With endless gratitude to the Master, who sacrificed a lot to give this opportunity to us.